At the end of August 2012, a month that saw SF;NI become very productive, I started feeling quite run down and lacking energy. I had several trips to the hospital and I was initially diagnosed with pneumonia. So medications was prescribed to "help" control the symptoms I was experiencing. A few weeks later I was still feeling unwell.
My breathing was getting worse. I was not sleeping because my breathing would stop. I could barely walk more than a few meters without feeling so out of breath that I could barely stand up.
I was in hospital for a week. They performed so many tests. The medication prescribed to me for my pneumonia seemed to have caused more harm than good. The final test that was what found my heart problems. I was diagnosed with a enlarge heart, with an ejection fraction of 10-15% which is only 1/5 of what it should be doing.
Without going into too much detail, I have spent the last few months trying to get back to a healthier sort of norm. My lifestyle has had to change along with my eating habits etc.
Being in a new year, I've decided that I can now continue to slowly get back into my spiritual work/path. When I was diagnosed with such a shocking ailment, I had given up all that I was practicing, I neglected who I was slowly changing into and just became a victim of circumstance.
